yup. I'm still here....all alive and kicking, but just playing the balance game.
the game that I find myself constantly playing of spreading myself over so many avenues. the game that sometimes is SO fun yet sometimes such a bummer. the game I'm trying to always win, but somehow mostly seem to be two moves behind the dealer (yes, I fully realize that makes NO sense as I wouldn't be two moves behind in any game requiring a dealer. it just sounded good. yes it did.)...
after, what we've been referring to as "the power week" (which consisted of two weddings, a model shoot and a HUGE client appreciation event in which we shot over 55 families...albeit, the model shoot was rescheduled due to some issues that were beyond my clients control...a bummer b/c I was looking forward to it, yet a blessing because it gave us a chance to come up for air...)...where was I? oh yes. the power week. We made it though. and we're still breathing. and I thought I should pop in. because, well. my nieces and my grandma asked me to. :)
and I'm breathing. loving where God has us. striving to be still and hear His voice. trying to enjoy this somewhat controlled chaos. attempting to live in the moment. to be present. not trying to think TOO hard about the future, but anxiously awaiting what it has in store. so excited about the holiday festivities. it IS my favorite time.. all whilst being productive and moving forward in our business.
its all a bit crazy, but I'm in love and we're living our dream.
and I'm still breathing.